Ahhhh..

[Jamie]

Where is Amanda?!?!?!?! Ahhhh.. I know she is moving and everything, but where is she?! We have had like forever to finish this. And if she doesn't show up to finish this, Robbie will automatically win immunity. I'm okay with him winning immunity, but I want to win an immunity! Ahhhh.. And that would completely suck if I couldn't even have a chance at winning just because Amanda is moving and can't be around.

Sorry, just had to vent..

[Jamie]

More AHHHHHHH's to add..

I am so frustrated! I have told myself this entire game, that this is just a game! I mean, I still know that and think that in my head - but things can be so frustrating. When will Taylor understand that I am not completely obsessed with this game like he is? I think he is just angry because I don't want to take him to the finals. Or he could just be saying things because he wants to read other people's journals and he wants to see himself in as many journals as he can? Who the fuck knows, or cares?! OH MY GOD! It's so fucking frustrating trying to get my point across to him. My point being that I want to take Robbie over him. I want to take Robbie because that's what I WANT to do. If I lose against him, okay.. I'm not going to cry about it. I would love to win! But I am not going to take Taylor. When will he finally realize that?! Ahhh.. so frustrating. And he thinks I'm dumb for not taking himself. Maybe I don't want an "easy win"?! I do like a challenge and I think Robbie or myself are more deserving to win over Taylor or Amanda. So then Taylor was telling me I am dumb and blah blah blah.. Dude, I am freaking smart.. And so what if I play a different game than you?! You've played how many times and haven't won?

Wonderful, you're so close
Go to the season who had the most
Original castaways who weren't allstars
Check a cliff where torches are snuffed

Ahhhh.. What the fuck!? Sorry Sandy and Corey.. I just had to get that all out. But just want to let you know that I do enjoy playing this game and I do want to win! I'm just not as overly obsessed as Taylor is.